I've been in a bad place lately. I want to blame hormones or the humidity or even the possible minor ear infection I had last week. There is a burden on my shoulders. An invisible stranglehold on what I had hoped was this thing called "living" that had only just reached it's infancy.
Somewhere in the back of my mind and the deepest parts of my heart I wonder if this is where Faith meets us. Not in the moments of sunshine and laughter, but in those few moments when troubles sweep over and we find ourselves in its eclipse. This is where I find myself today. Stuck where I don't want to be. Knowing that better awaits. Running in circles as I try to live and yet be the good, dutiful, sacrificial daughter that my heritage demands of me.
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